There'sNoCombinationOfWords..<3

Thu, 17 Aug 2006 19:26:17 GMT

i don't want to have to say goodbye.

saaaaaaad story...

Fri, 16 Jun 2006 14:44:13 GMT

Last night was my last ballet recital ever. When Lynne called my name and announced that I was the principal (lead dancer) of the company I wanted to cry because I knew that it would be my last time ever being on that stage and my last time ever dancing with the girls I've been dancing with for 15 years of my life. It was most definetly the best ballet we've ever done and if you weren't there, you seriously missed out. Thanks to everyone who came to see me dance for the last time, and for everyone who expected to go and didn't go, its my mistake to think that you would even consider going to something that important to me. I'm disappointed, but whatever. I'm tired of crying over people letting me down. I'm not going to let it happen anymore.

On that note, I love Jennie and Jill. I am so sad there are going to be no more little swans. I will always remember the years we've spent together and the closeness we've shared throughout those years. You are both amazing people. I know that Jill will be a prima ballerina somewhere, and I will be in the front row watching. And Jennie, I know you and I will be partying it up like crazy at CMU. For all you other dancers, I am so excited to see next years ballet already. You are all going to be amazing. I love you's and thanks for making all these years worth while.

"The cops are coming! Better hide!!!"

Thu, 23 Mar 2006 16:38:06 GMT

Last night was a definite success.
All I really have to say is..
I love my friends more than anything.
Patrick Sharkey is too good for words.
And, I hate airsoft guns.

Spring Break '06 has been really good, even if I'm not in Mexico right now.

Baby I'm bad news...

Thu, 23 Feb 2006 21:16:59 GMT

So, about me never updating this.
I thought I would because I have nothing else to dooooo right now.
Except personal law homework, which may I say is a waste of my time.
So I would way rather be doing this.

Things have been very good lately.
Besides the fact that my mom and I are currently in a huge fight over absoluetly nothing.
Oh well though, we'll get over it I'm sure.
It just pisses me off a lot when she bitches at me for something that really is not my fault.

So I'm kind of weirded out by the fact that work called me and told me they paid me in advanced for something that I didn't know I was doing.
I'm actually kind of pissed about it, but what are you gonna do.

I really don't like being home lately.
I feel like my parents are trying to suffocate me.
I know they mean well, but come on now.
Just cannot wait until college, in a way.
I'm scared though.
I feel so young, like I shouldn't be graduating in a few months and then moving away.
Its weird to think about.

Whatev.
We still have a few more months to be kids.
Liiiiiiiive it up.

i'll make you banana pancakes

Tue, 14 Feb 2006 20:17:26 GMT

If there was one thing that I could change about myself it would definetly be the way my mood can go from happy to pissed off in two seconds. It just takes one thing to do it too. For instance, precalc class. That class puts me in the worst mood imaginable. Then, I take it out on the person who means the most. Yeah I suck at life. I wish I could just be laid back and stuff. Oh well, I'll work on it.

Hope everyone has a great Valentine's Day. <3

Some of us have to work. :(

Tue, 14 Feb 2006 02:57:19 GMT

My valentine is much too good to me. <3

biiiiitch please.

Tue, 07 Feb 2006 22:05:15 GMT

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Oh, its what you do to me.

Mon, 06 Feb 2006 02:46:47 GMT

I'm happy. :)

mmm something for cultural geography.. never mind it lol

Sun, 05 Feb 2006 17:20:53 GMT

http://www.cfr.org/publication/6655/us_should_rush_new_aid_to_georgia_press_russia_to_close_bases_and_internationalize_its_force_presence_concludes_councils_rapid_response_conflict_prevention_assessment.html

Fri, 27 Jan 2006 21:55:25 GMT

I'm very happy & you're very cute. :)

1) Who is the last person you high-fived?
scott mclain maybe?

2) If you were drafted into a war, would you survive?
heck no.

3) Do you sleep with the tv on?
yeah, it like needs to be on in order for me to fall asleep.

4) Have you ever drank milk straight out of the carton?
yes, back in the day.

5) Have you ever won a spelling bee?
psh, in like 5th grade baby.

6) Have you ever been stung by a bee?
yes.

7) How fast can you type?
pretty fast.

8) Are you afraid of the dark?
sorta.

9) What color are your socks?
white.

10) Have you ever made out at a drive-in?
nope, no drive ins in mqt.

11) When is the last time you chose a bath over a shower?
oh man it has been a while.

12) Do you knock on wood?
haha yeah.

13) Do you floss daily?
yep.

14) Do you wanna Fanta?
who doesnt?

15) Can you hoola hoop?
not very well..

16) Are you good at keeping secrets?
yeah.

17) What do you want for Christmas?
a new car.

18) Do you know the Muffin Man?
um yeah!

19) Do you talk in your sleep?
i don't think so?

20) Who wrote the book on love?
i'm not too sure bout that one man.

21) Have you ever flown a kite?
oh yes.

22) Do you wish on your fallen lashes?
sometimes.

23) Do you whiten your teeth?
yeah.

24) Can you smell what the Rock is cooking?
noooope i can't.

25) Have you ever asked for a pony?
haha can't say i have.

26) Have you, or would you ever, donate sperm/eggs??
nope.

27) Can you juggle?
nope

28) Missing someone now?
yeah.

32) Are you ready to rumble?
mmm yeah.

34) Have you ever been suspended or expelled from school?
nope.

35) How do you spell releif?
relief (thanks laney :))

36) Have you ever crawled through a window?
yeah.

37) Have you ever eaten dog food?
can't say i have.

38) Can you handle the truth?
mmhmm.

39) Do you like green eggs and ham?
yep.

[Parents still together]
yessss they are.

[Siblings]
cale.

[Pets]
herb & yoopie.

[Color]
pink.

[Number]
21

[Animal]
kitties!

[Drinks]
mountain dew.

[Soda]
same

[Book]
in her shoes, and the hp series.

[Flower]
big daisies.

DO YOU

[Color your hair?]
yes

[Twirl your hair]
sometimes

[Like roller coasters?]
yeah

[Wish you could live somewhere else?]
yeah

[Own a web cam?]
nope

[Know how to drive?]
yup

[Own a cell phone?]
yeah

[Ever get off the computer?]
oh once in a while.

CURRENTS

[Current clothing]
brown gauchos, and my hollister hoodie.

[Current mood]
angry that i have to work.

[Current taste]
chips.

[What you currently smell like]
britney spears - fanasy

[Current hair]
down

[Current thing I ought to be doing]
getting ready for work

[Current cd in stereo]
um, death cab for cutie i think..

[Last book you read]
the perks of being a wallflower

[Last movie you saw]
wimboldon

[Last thing you ate]
sandwich and chips

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 22:16:05 GMT

So the new schedule is decent. Not going to complain about. I'm just sick of school in general. I'm so glad we're halfway done. Its kind of crazy to think about. I'm really happy with my life right now. School is going alright, obviously. Dance is going good. And, I like this boy quite a bit. Ah. So good. I work five days in a row this weekend. Not sure if I'm going to be able to handle it. But, I need the money. I spent my whole last week's check in one day. I'm a shopaholic. And that is pretty much the excitement of my week. haha. Oh dance again tonight, don't know how its going to be on my broken toe, but we'll see. Such a downer.

i'm on fire and now i think i'm reeeady..

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 00:13:24 GMT

hmm. for the record, i like this kid a lot & i'm hoping this works out :).

also, precalc exam tomorrow. i'm freakin out.

dance tonight, i hope we actually dance.

and that is all.

i haven't done a survey in a long time..

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 21:14:38 GMT

*ultimate myspace survey!*
YOU YOU YOU...
Full Name::	amber lynn popps
Nicknames::	am mostly
Birthplace::	mqt
DOB::	12-21-87
Hair Color::	brown
Eye Color::	hazel
Screenname::	amberlynn5644
Favorites...
Color::	pink
Movie(s)::	elizabethtown, garden state
Song(s)::	hey there delilah - plain white tees
Band(s)::	panic! at the disco, fall out boy, the shins
Day of the year::	my birthday probly
Food::	chicken fahitas (sp?)
Sport::	hockey
Store::	hollister, forever 21, wetseal, target
Actor::	vince vaughn, orlando bloom
Actress::	kate hudson, drew barrymore
Vacation Spot::	anywhere warm :)
Season::	summer for sure
Restaurant::	bg, red lobster
Do you prefer...
coke/pepsi::	pepsi
chocolate/vanilla::	chocolate
dogs/cats::	cats
1percent/2percent milk::	skim!
black/white::	black
sing/dance::	dance
rock/rap::	rock
Love stuff...
Are you single?:	currently
If so, do you have someone in mind?:	oh yes..
Who?:	youuuuuuu know ;)
What personality traits do you look for in the opposite sex?:	sense of humor, confidence
What's the first thing you notice(physically) about them?:	eyes, smile, hair
Would you prefer a good or bad boy/girl?:	good, but not too good.
Have you kissed someone?:	yes i have
Have you ever been in love?:	i don't think so
Have you had your heart broken?:	yes
Other stuff...
Have you gone skinny-dipping?:	yep
Have you ever been out of the country?:	yes, canadaaa
Do you believe in god?:	yes
Do you believe in yourself?:	most of the time
Do you want to get married?:	yeah
Do you play any sports?:	i dance?
What was the last phone number you dialed?:	liz's
Do you have a best friend?:	i have 5 of them
Have you ever wanted to die?:	no
Have you seen someone die?:	nope
Have you gone swimming in an ocean?:	yes
Have you ever cried in public?:	yeah
What is your worst fear?:	losing the people i love
How long does it take you to shower?:	15-20 minutes
What was the last movie you saw in the theater?:	king kong
What was the last movie you rented?:	umm.. i don't even know
Do you have a favorite quote?:	i can't think of one right now
Do you have any regrets?:	nope
Take this survey \| Find more surveys You've been totally Bzoink*d

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 03:00:45 GMT

So basically, all I have to say is, I love Alanna Budgick & her amazing picture taking abilities.

Oh, and the current student of the week is about to fail precalc? haha

"He's in that movie.. Tornado?"

Mon, 02 Jan 2006 16:53:27 GMT

Hmm. So today is the last day of break & I am very sad about that. This break hasn't been all to exciting, but I must say it has been good to me. I didn't get a lot of chances to hang out with my gal pals for some reason or other, besides my birthday and new years. Speaking of new years, all I have to say is I have a new love for wheat thins. Yeah, I really don't want to go back to school and get back into the swing of things. I love sleeping in until 11:30 and just not having anything to worry about. I've decided not to make any new years resolutions, but just try my hardest at school and get my grades up, if that is possible. lol I really cannot believe this is our graduating year. It is kind of scary to think about. In a little less that 8 monthes everyone will be going their seprate ways. Crazy stuff man.

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 17:08:48 GMT

i hope santa was good to everyone :)

I love the Nutcracker curse.

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 00:17:59 GMT

I'm so glad that The Nutcracker is over. Besides a few glitches.. ("OH SHIT!").. it went really well. I love how the boys got a little tipsy before going onstage too. And I love Ben for being it yet another performance with me & being amazing :). It feels good to have that out of the way. Now we can start concentrating on A Midsummer's Night Dream. So pumped for that one.

My birthday is in two days. I'm so excited to turn 18. It feels so old. Craaaaaazy.

Break is also in two days. It is going to be really nice to be off for a while, even though I work basically every day. But thats good too, I need the money.

I have not even started xmas shopping yet. Its in what.. 6 days? Oh well, it'll get done sooner or later.

This weekend I've realized how much I love my ballet girls. We may not all hang out outside of dance, but we have an amazing bond. It sounds so corney, but its true. We talk about everything, and I love getting an outsiders perspective on things going on in my life. They all have such great advice and they're all just amazing lol. I love them. And I'm going to miss Laura. I wish she wasn't quitting :(.

I've been in a really good mood lately.

Wed, 14 Dec 2005 23:43:43 GMT

I have so much energy right now.
And I have no idea why?
I don't really want to go to ballet tonight, but I must.
The Nutcracker is on Saturday at 6:00 pm, everyone should come watch.
Its going to be amazing, Jill is amazing as the lead, and come on now, my solo has to be amazing lol jk.
I'm going to be really happy when its over though.
I work a ton next week.
Precalc is kicking my ass.
I'm liking a new boy. :)
I like my new dark hair, even though my dad thinks its ugly.
I really need to start christmas shopping.
My birthday is in a week.
I love December.
Minus the snow and cold.
I wish I knew how to ski/snowboard.
I've been comfortable with myself lately, and I like it.
I love doing secret santas.
I love buying presents for people and making them happy.
I have a new love for rice?
I'm not drinking as much pop anymore.
I may give up pop for my new years resolution.
That may be kind of intense though.
I'm feeling extremely random.

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 22:32:10 GMT

Yeah, for the record I'm getting my hair fixed, so whoever sees me tomorrow with this hideous reddish blonde hair, just remember that its not staying that way. Thanks lol.

my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.

Sat, 26 Nov 2005 15:06:07 GMT

So far this break has been pretty laid back. I haven't really done much. Wednesday night I hung out with Ben for a while, Thursday hung out with the fam, and yesterday I worked a crazy long shift and just came home. Hopefully I'll actually do something tonight, I only work until 7 and it isn't a long shift. Sooooo thats always good. Thanksgiving was good, watched like 4 movies with my family. Work was so nuts yesterday. Leeeet me tell ya. Yeah, I don't really have much to update about. So yeah.

you look so good in blue.

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 23:47:58 GMT

Snow day today :). It was goooooooood. Layed around, watched movies, went tanning, bought a cd. Life was definetly good. This week is dragging by so slowly. I don't know why either. I'm so busy its rediculous. Tomorrow is my only day off. I'm going to help out with Christmas dance stuff, then go out to BG and watch movies with Ben. Sounds good to me :). Then, I work Friday night and all day Saturday. It's going to be so busy with Community day and all. Yikes. And then ballet on Sunday from 10-1:30. Yuuuuuuck. Just thought I'd share my schedule with you all lol. School is definetly kicking my ass this year. It shouldn't be either. Physics and PreCalc can just go to hell. I'm doing really bad in those classes and they are bringing my GPA down. Nooooot good. I need to keep mine at a 3.5 or else I won't be able to get a really good scholarship at Central. Hopefully I'll be able to bring it up. I'm pretty sure Clement hates me though. But that is another story. So yeah. Thats pretty much it.

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 20:12:13 GMT

I love Sundays.
I love staying in pj's all day, watching movies on HBO.
I love burning candles in my room, listening to Deathcab and cleaning.
Sunday may be my favorite day of the week.

Central this weekend was a quick trip. Essay competition sucked. 40/1700 kids isn't very good odds for me lol. Plus the topic was impossible, so I'm over it lol.

Last night was good, I hung out with Ash for a little bit, then finished the trilogy with Ben lol. I love it.

I'm so tired right now. I think it may be because my room is extremely warm, which is nice because the rest of my house is freeeeeezing! lol

I'm thinking about going to lay on the couch and do nothing for the rest of the day. Definetly sounds good to me.

i aint sayin shes a gold digggger

Fri, 11 Nov 2005 02:06:44 GMT

Ok. Totally over the show tonight. I sucked and I can't change it. I don't dance well under the conditions that I was in tonight. I don't really think ballet is meant to be danced in a gym. It's meant for a stage with special lighting and backdrops and all that stuff. Tonight was definetly not my bag of chips. I forgot numerous arms and my costume was falling and it was just great lol. I hope people don't think thats how I dance for real. Gah! I hate when I perform poorly lol.

Anyways. Going to Central this weekend with my dad. Going to be kind of awkward but I think I'll make it.

Ahh I don't really feel like going to school tomorrow. But when do I ever?

I would do anything, spontaneously <3

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 01:28:02 GMT

This weekend was pretty good.
I worked Friday & just came home and slept because I felt really yucky. It was nice to actually sleep. I got a good 12 hours :). Saturday I worked, had to stay an hour late. I was so mad lol. Then Ben and I were going to go see Saw 2, but we ended up renting Hide & Seek instead. We hung out for the rest of the night and I went to bed. Woke up at 9 and danced for 3 1/2 hours. It sucked. I'm regretting doing the Nutcracker. But what are you going to do. I took a nap today and just hung out and watched Grease and stuff. I didn't have any homework this weekend which was kind of nice. I went out to dinner with my mom tonight too which was pretty gooood. I also ordered a christmas dance dress tonight, even though I don't have a date or anything like that. But its really cute and I'm super excited!! haha. Dancing at not just a half time show this week. Not looking forward to it at all to tell you the truth. Wearing these hideous white costumes with slicked back hair doesn't sound like a good time to me. Ah, I'm over it though lol. I complain way too much. Sorry haha.

I like spending my time with you.

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 19:33:26 GMT

I miss Ashley Nicole Budgick.